2010 was not a really great year. Nor good. Actually it was ho-hum. Nothing gripping.
Were there defining limits? Sure. I went out in real life and enjoyed the time. I got a superb makeover at Sephora. Did this girl a LOT of good. I was in my element because I was just ENJOYING myself. Being there with those that cared, loved and supported me was the ultimate treasure. Going shopping en femme was better than any gift I could have received. It was liberation because I WAS ME!!
So for one last hurrah I have a few things to relate:
1) New Years mean new avenues and I plan on writing more. A LOT more. I have been bad about updating this blog. That will change.
2) Getting out is no longer a what if it's a when do I? OK, life is not exactly a magic carpet ride for me, but it's there and I have to do what I can to eliminate that hardship. I need to get out more... it's no longer an option!
3) I have a few needs and those are these (yeah, seems odd to write that too!): Makeup- time to master this rather than hack at it. Dress sense- well that is OK so far but I am going to be a little more daring this year. Hair- got to get better at styling my hair. Got to be able to do what I want with this mop :)
4) Lastly comes the style. This year will see some Vickie... ahem, I mean Victorian Sam! Not Victorious (though that would also be nice)... VICTORIAN. A touch of extra Goth, time to let her shine through. Sam loves Victorian stuff, English stuff and above all just being her OWN girl!
So style, fear and exposure will all be changing, I hope, for me in 2011. I hope as you read this your 2011 is better than 2010. Or any other year. I am determined that 2011 is going to be the year of change, because no one can make the change happen EXCEPT me.
So go forth and have fun tonight, the last day of 2010. Enjoy the time and realize when you wake up tomorrow you have the rest of your life to look forward to.
It's the perfect recipe for the future and I hope it is perfect for you too!
~Samantha
